explanation please?

something weird is happening, and I'm feeling very sad for it. it's quit unbelievable but it's the reality and I'll just accept it. Here is the testimony, i got a very nice friend and i do really enjoy being together for the "...." period, but then, [?] had done a very very wrong thing. And i'm feeling very sad. Do I look that i deserved to be hated? It's a question for me through the day. Oh my..What actually had happened?? There must have been reasons for "something" isn't...or am I wrong to think that way?